Memories

I was looking back at someone’s previous post and i realised…..

Maybe i do miss hanging out together with them sometimes. Maybe we could still be talking..

Times whereby there’s nothing but just friendship.

ps. i miss the esplanade (:

Tired

I wonder does everyone really understand the meaning of tired? I’m really mentally very very tired. Even holding a phone seems to be a chore to me right now. This is really one of the semester i hate the most. At many point of times, really feel like just giving up and throw everything aside. Really. But it’s stupid, i know.

Which stupid school will squeese so many tests and presentation in 1 week? i Dno, perhaps only NYP? I dont even have a chance to catch my breath and the next min i know , its another test/presentation. All these really drained all my energy. Lack of sleep, lack of entertainment seriously living like a computeer now. who only do things that you are told to do so.  Just by using this week, i have 2 fucking XML test, 2 fucking presentation. Next weekk. i dont even want to go and think about it. It’s like a nightmare that you dont want to wake up from .

Everytime i look at my friends, i really envy them. Carefree, so muchhh free time. Then i look at my myself. Fuck my life. Feel like a slave and school is the torture. Many people may feel that i’m being some whiny kid whining about school where everyone is going through now. But seriously when you are in my position you wont even utter a single shit. Sometimes words just cant express HOW MUCH i hate this course. Really. If i have a second chance, this choice is nev er going to be in my consideration anymore.

I’m really worry time will let me down. i’m worried that i cant catch up with time. i’m worried that i cantfnish my project. I never said anything , and alway laugh it through, but deep down i’m really worried. SO much left to do but with that amount of time given. i can go fuck my life 2 times again.

UGH. people do make the wrong choice in life.e

i guess i just made one. and i regret it every single seconds in my life.

AHHHHHHHH

I’M OFFICIALLY CRAZY. 

YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL ><

Gosh, i get yona hooked, but i end up getting hooked myself!!!!!!  rwarrrrrrrr :/

come com come, show you some cuteee pictures.

TOO HOT TO RESIST

I GONNNAA GO WATCH AGAIN!!!! BYE.

Happy belated new year everyone :)

Hey guys, i know it’s late but happy new year to everyone! WOW, how times flies. It’s 2010 already … Sometimes, i think time flies too fast while sometimes i hope it flies faster. uhhhh , ironic.

So anyway, i had a great new yearrrrr this year. Thou i didn’t get to spend with people i am supposed to spend with but nevertheless, it was still good Am really very lazy to elaborate everything so yup a short update will do kay .

30th December 2009, wednesday

Yup, as you have known, ladies night !!!!! hahaaha planned with the girls to go butter fact again. However, the queue was so god darn long that we queued for almost 3 hours we are still not in. Finally when we are so near to the entrance it says FULL HOUSE?????? tough luck. So decided to change venue & headed to double OOOOOOOOOZ. Well pretty good i guess? Hmmm, the music was okay only. i prefer powerhouse thou. So anywayz, sherlyn and her boyf joined us after that …. and party … yeahhh etc. lazy to elaborate. Bt the day was still gooooddd & the guy at the barrage. OH WELL. – LOOK AT ZER-  hahahahahahah .

Anyway, i don’t really care how people think about US, or maybe ME. it’s just so nice that christmas and new year have to fall so close w each other & it seems that people think we are like some party idiots already. Hell noooo. It’s only cause it’s festivee occasions thats all. I’m still meeeeee the usual me. No matter it;s 2009 or 2010. (: I’m not pointing this to anyone and nobody ever mention this to me before. But it’s just how i feel thats all. Well ladies’s 6th sense definitely can be trusted.

31st December 2009

HHEHEHEHEH, barbequeeeeeee yes yes, bbq at yona’s place with all the cousins and aunties and uncles or whoever. Welllll , preparation was rlly tiring . Totally kept busy since noon. But the bbq was a great success at least, i have fun. & we have xiaoko to entertain ussss, the effing cute lil baby that never fails to cheer up up with her entertaining stunts and moves. HEHEH. total clubbing material sial . hahahaha, kay kidding. So bbq lasted till 10 plus. & prepare to countdown at 122222 !!! wowwwwwwww, the fireworks are so damn nice even thou i watched them from the tv this practically ends my 2009.

1st january 2010

Family dinner at semb park w my father’s side !!! nice foooddddddddd me like then movie date with Y & S for alvin and the chipmunks!!!!! god god god. they are hella cuteee especially simon. Okay everyone just adores the greeem lil theadore. but i prefer simon the intellectual one. HAHAHA. whatever.  It’s a must watch movie if you are game for some hardcore laughing sessionssss!!!

so the next day was spend slacking at yona house watchin full house on kbs channel from 2 – 6 hahahahahahahhaha i love the show & im gna watch it again later .

Anyway, i watched you’re beautiful/you’re handsome. WOW. fantasticcccccc. way better than BOF srsly. i lovee jang geun sukkk & park shin hye. Totally dig their OSTS. hardcore playing on my itunes nowwwww. hahahahahah go watch go watch. i manage to psycho YONA & she is loving it now. But she likes hongki !! ahahahahah

Okay time to write notesssss, see la. back to reality again. Bye.

oh ya , resolutions …. leave it to laterz. bye!

ST JAMES POWER STATION POWERRRRRRRR.

HEHEHEHEHEH MERRRY BELATED CHRISTMAS TO MY FELLA FRIENDS

Did you enjoy your christmas? Cause i did , so i hope you do too

Well on christmas eve’s eve, met my classmates at plaza sing for swensons and gift exchange. Well on the day before, i acc andy to buy gerlyn’s prezzie ….. he told me the gift he prepared. I swore that i never wanna take his gifttttt at all !! but on the actualy itself, i am still praying that i wont get but i got it in the end .PFFFSSS. WELLLLL. kay lah. i’m not really that unwilling to take, only abit unwilling larrr. hehehehehehe … so after gift xchange, heaeed to settlers for board games. It was hell hell hell funn. laughed like maddd and we had this Girl vs guy thingy. hahah the guys lose like ccrap. seriously, their EQ, IQ , KNOWLEDGE AND EVERYTHING SUCKEDD. we owned them! so anyway, then it was arnd 7 already. i had to rush home t prepare everything for a more fun filling night at powerhouse.

So then met the girls which is ME YONA SHEENA ZER ZER’S FRIEND GLICIA(?) AND WANLI DDDDD  we then jumped to powerhouse to queue. and after 10 mins, we are in. The girls are give like 5 free drinks that night? so 4 drinkss can be change to 1 jug. so we had a total of 7 jugs each one 1 jug. wahhhhh damnnnn high only. First time drink so much i think i flushed even redder than santa that night. But the queue is horribleee horrible incorrigible vegetable. we waited 3 effing hours for the drinks. REASONS BEING? there is only 1 bartender????? and they have to scan the damnnnn drink tickets before we can get our drink. UGH. but wellllll after the drinks weee go str8 to the dance floor… WOAHHH. damn high only. its was really fun with all the songs and dancing there is this cuteeee ecutee guy super funny only. he was standing at the podium and the song ” bad romance ” was playing ! oh my . he started t wave his hands around to get every one high. hahaha then he starte4d to high five with me and yona. SUPER FUNNY. gosh. okay. chill. But yarrrr. fun fun night with the girls Gerrrrr join us soon !!!

So then, on christmas eve, got up at 2  plus, prepare and get ready to sing sing sing. HAHAHAHAH it was a fun 5 hr sessions tgt with Yona sheena wanli jasper and qiwei which is sheena’s friend. so yupppp his voice is quite good only sia. hahahah actually our voice all very nice one. hahahah okay too thick skin. sorry. but overall it was fun. i dont want sunday to come cause it spells project :/

singing pictures another time!!! byebyebeybyeeee. i love you powerhouseeeeeeeeeee

YAY SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN!

PICTURES FINALYYYY

I SUPER LAZY TO UPLOAD HONGKONG PICTURES. SORRY MY FRIENDS.

IM OHSO VERY HAPPY CAUSE CHRISTMAS IS HERE MEANS PARTY EVERYDAY , PARTY EVERYDAY BYEBYEEEEEEEEEE

Update

I know it’s longggggggggg .I’m really busy w school, trips, festive seasons and projectsssss.

Sorrry ……………………………..

So anyway, i have likeeee alot to update!!! My hongkong trip which wasn’t as good as expected but it’s the company that counts i guesss. I watched a couple of movies and soooo and i finally finished my presentation and etccccc (:

Life is good for me. Not for everyone i guess. But i believe it’s your decision to be happy or try to tell yourself your world is so fucked up and you need a pillow to cry it all out. It’s just how much you want to be happy and how much you done to make yourself feel that way. If you’re going to tell yourself “ i’m so depressed. it’s too hard. so hard. i can’t resist” Obviously your mind thinks this way isnt it? What if you tell yourself the other way round? weren’t things be a little different? Who hasnt gone thru such heart matters before. And what happen after it? life goes on. your partner goes on, you goes on everyone around you gones on. Time just don’t stop there for you to grieve over nothing. Yes you find our friends to pour out all your sorrows, they give you advices just for you to feel better. Just for you to know that it’s dumb to do that and do this. Just for you to know that they will be there for you. Just for you to know that its NOT WORTH IT.   Time and again, day and day, night and night. telling you the exact same thing. But you didnt listened. You tell your mind to do the “wrong” things. You feel fucked up again and so you go back to your friends and tell them your whole sorrow story again and again and again. So again, we did the same thing. It’s like a cycle. you just keep turning round and round. aren’t you tired? Mind you, even the person who listened is already tired. Not tired of you, Not tired of your stories but tired of seeing how stupid you are to do things to make urself feel that way. It hurts seeing someone do a stupid thing. but its hurts even more seeing someone who KNOWS they are doing a stupid thing to continue doing it. And now what do the people who was there for you, who wants thing to be right, who wants thing to be good for you get? NOTHING but a whole damn load of disappointments. i don’t know if you can call that betrayal. but i really cant find a better word than that to decribe my feeling. i want to wish you all the best.But i couldn’t because i feel that it wasnt the best for you. Never mixed feelings with what’s right and what’s wrong. but i guess you never understands no matter how many times i try to put it across to you. You may feel that i am MANIPULATING you, i am FORCING you, im trying to make you FOLLOW to what i say. But seriously, all i want is for you to know whats best for yourself. True, it’s meant to be taken in but not follow. i guessed i tried too hard, and too much.

thats all people. Life goes on. Sunday never stays.

RIND DING DONG.

You thought it was still the same, untill when it really happen you know it isn’t anymoreeeee.

“such a pity” you may think but too bad.

It’s always too late.

S.S

SICK OF SCHOOLLLLLLLLL. Only the starting of 2nd week & i’m really really reallehhhh sick of itttt.

Thinking about all the tests and projects presentation we have to do. Wahlau i rather sit at home shake leggggg lorrrr. Thne i think abt the channel 8 9pm’s show right, i also don’t want to be like the felicia chin leh. GOSH DILEMA ~

C.T.C ! Nothing much to update in my life nowadays ~ Boringggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

Gna apologise to those people i wont be able to meet often nowwwwwwwwwww. SCREW NYP. SCREW SIT SCREW DBI SCREW THE GOV!

bye.IM AN ANGSTY CHILD.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!

1. pretty okay

2. i feel that i’m have lessons in my primary school days learning how to pronounce properly, when to insert more stress into the diff type of words and ya ta da ta da~ boring!

3. I thought first day of school = easy peasy. BUT  nowadays teacher kiasuuuuu, wanna start lesson immediately.

4. Break time is likeeeeee maddness. have to show off our auntie power learnt from hers truely, gerlyn. hahahahahah. snatch seats & maybe to th extend of using tissue papers to chop chop seat. hahahahaha. LWM.

5. class was crazy today. played some stupid gamessssssss like eating wedges w curry&chilli sauce. X.X mad mad world.

6. LOH MOI YONG LESSON = KILLLARRRR. i rlly want to faint.

7. end school at 5 !!!! I RLY CAN’T WAIT. THAI THAI THAI XPRESS. I’M COMING!!!!!

8. Everything is cool btw me & R  (: BECAUSE I V FORGIVING! HAHAHAHAHAHHA. joksngggggg okay.

9. END OF POST.

10. i like the way i blog todayyyyyyyyyyyyy .

11. RANDOM RANDOM; Let’s all say , live longgg queeenieeeeee ZZZZZzzzzzz. 

byeeeeeeeeee